What is it with all this crying?!
Today I just broke down because of the 1" discrepancy on my right leg. I have to buy an insole. I'm so disappointed. I feel so ugly. It's so unfair.
But while I was crying. I talked to mom and even though she can't really be there for emotional support. She's right. I can't worry about this. This is nothing. I got bigger things to worry about. Auntie Jeng is also right. I'm an adult now. I have to take control of my life. I better mature up and take up responsibility.
That means I have to let go of life being so unfair. Maybe that's what growing up means, or at least, a big part of it.
That's life, I guess.
